Honestly i don't know what and how should i feel about it. I guess the trauma with what had happened to me months before comes back again. i should be happy with the result cuz we've been waiting for this but i am a little freaky too. I blog about my miscarriage experience before and that was my worse nightmare. I am hoping ang praying that this time its for real and this one is really meant for us. We wanted this so badly.
I dont want to think negatively but i am scared. i want this so as my husband! And this time we are so much ready.